CHAPTER 12



October 9. Ten years ago.


The moment the door creaked shut behind them, the noise of the fair was cut off as if by a knife.

Inside, it was darker than it had seemed from the outside. The lighting was fragmented and sparse, more hindrance than help: cold neon flickered in places, while elsewhere the shadows swallowed everything, leaving corners completely blind. Old floorboards creaked beneath every step. Chains hung from the ceiling — rusted and cold-looking, swaying almost imperceptibly in the draft and clinking softly somewhere overhead.

Rick snorted, tilting his head slightly.

For him, it was all a little too obvious. Even so, that familiar tingling sensation still stirred somewhere inside him. Adrenaline.

“Scared, Parker?” came a voice from the side, almost lazily.

Rick glanced over.

Aaron was walking beside him, slightly behind. A chain clinked softly in his hand as he pushed it aside. He was looking at Rick with a faint, barely noticeable hint of amusement, as though he was genuinely curious whether Rick would end up getting scared after all.

Rick smirked.

“Of this?” He nodded toward the stuffed poltergeist hanging from the ceiling. “It's just a kiddie scare.”

And without giving himself time to inspect the decorations any further, he stepped forward.

“Come on.”

“Yeah, sure,” Aaron huffed quietly, following after him.

“Guys...” Katie's voice sounded much less confident now.

Both of them turned around at the same time.

She was standing a little behind them, practically pressing herself against Steve, and for the first time all evening she looked not determined but... uncertain.

“Maybe I overdid it,” she admitted with an awkward smile. “I'm suddenly not having as much fun anymore.”

Steve gave her shoulder an encouraging squeeze.
“Too late to back out. Besides, you're the one who dragged us in here,” he said with a chuckle, though he stayed close enough for her to lean on him.

“I've changed my mind,” she muttered, clinging to him more tightly.

Rick watched her for a second before turning forward again. Somewhere deep inside the attraction, a stranger's sharp scream echoed through the darkness.

The corner of his mouth twitched.

“Don't worry,” he said. “At worst you'll be disappointed. At best, one of the three of us will always be nearby so you won't be too scared.”

“Thanks,” she said, finally stepping after them.

The neon lights flickered in fragments, pulling crooked walls and hanging installations out of the darkness. Rick stopped in front of a door marked DO NOT ENTER.

“Too obvious,” he muttered. “If it says don't enter, that's exactly where we're supposed to go.”

“Makes sense,” Steve replied calmly from somewhere behind him.

Katie let out a quiet snort, though she still slowed her step and unconsciously moved closer to him.

Rick grabbed the handle and stepped inside without hesitation.

The ceiling pressed down overhead, creating an instinctive sense of discomfort, while the walls closed in around them, forcing them to walk nearly shoulder to shoulder.

He caught himself noticing that someone was walking beside him far too close. His gaze slid sideways of its own accord, catching the calm profile and unbothered expression.

“Bit cramped,” Rick remarked casually.

“One way through,” Aaron replied dryly without even looking at him, earning an annoyed eye roll from Rick.

“Riiick,” Katie whined, “are you sure we're going the right way?”

“Absolutely,” he tossed back. “I've been in places like this before. If it feels like they're trying to disorient you, congratulations — you’re heading the right way.”

The passage led them into a small room that looked more like a child's bedroom, with crooked furniture and faded wallpaper that was unsettling even without any special effects.

Suddenly, something crashed loudly behind them, and Katie jumped, grabbing onto Steve again.

He flinched too, swallowing hard.

“It's fine,” he said quickly, instinctively squeezing her hand. “It's just — ”

A figure flashed somewhere off to the side, accompanied by a shrill burst of children's laughter, far too sharp for the confined space. A second later, it was gone.

Katie let out a distressed squeak, while Rick exhaled shortly — more from surprise than fear.

“If that's the best they've got, it's pretty weak,” he said.

“Disappointed?” Aaron asked quietly.

“So far, yeah,” Rick snorted.

They opened another door. Then another. Then another. The rooms began repeating themselves — almost identical, differing only in small details, until the space gradually lost all sense of shape and logic. The persistent feeling of confinement pressed harder and harder against his mind.

After several more transitions, Rick suddenly realized it had become far too quiet behind him.

No Katie.
No Steve.

Only his own footsteps, the creaking floorboards, and someone else's shoulder beside him.
Far too close to ignore.

He stopped and turned around, peering into the darkness behind them. There was nothing there but fractured light and emptiness that seemed unwilling to give back what it had swallowed.

“Where'd they go?” he asked with a frown.

“Don't know,” Aaron replied shortly.

“They were just here with us.”

“Then we got separated.”

Rick let out an annoyed breath.

“That's weird. I didn't even notice when.”

Aaron raised an eyebrow slightly.

“Obviously,” he said indifferently. “They just couldn't keep up.”

Rick grimaced and continued forward.

“So now it's all my fault?” he called over his shoulder.

Aaron shook his head.

“I didn't say that.”
Rick clenched his jaw and looked away. This place was beginning to irritate him — not so much the attraction itself as the feeling that everything here was working against him.

“If we're lost,” he said without looking back, “it's because of you.”

“Why?”

“You were walking next to me. You could've stopped me.”

“And you would've listened?” Aaron asked with faint amusement.

Rick fell silent at once and took a few more steps. A chain overhead rattled unpleasantly.

“...Probably not,” he admitted reluctantly.

An awkward silence settled between them.

Ahead, the passage grew darker, dissolving into nearly solid shadow from which cold air drifted toward them.

Rick slowed down. Almost immediately, he noticed Aaron doing the same.

“Are all Californians like this?” Aaron asked casually.

“Like what?”

“Stubborn.”

Rick snorted and stopped, turning toward him.

“Does it really look like I'm in California right now?” he narrowed his eyes. “Wouldn't surprise me if everyone in Montana was...”

He deliberately stretched out the pause, savoring the anticipation.

“What kind of everyone?” Aaron asked lazily, slipping his hands into his pockets.

Rick held his gaze a fraction of a second longer than he'd intended before looking away as though it meant absolutely nothing.

“Boring.”

“So I'm boring?”

“Terribly,” Rick replied theatrically.

Aaron didn't answer the accusation, though the corners of his mouth twitched almost imperceptibly.

The final door led them into a strange little room almost entirely submerged in darkness. Somewhere off to the side came a rhythmic sound, like droplets striking rusted pipes.

Rick stepped inside first, slowing slightly as he tried to see where he was putting his feet.
At that exact moment, something suddenly moved to his right with a loud squeal, almost like a rat's.

Everything happened too fast.

He didn't even understand what it was. All he felt was something brush briefly against his leg, and he instinctively jerked away, turning far too sharply in the narrow passage.

And immediately collided with Aaron.

Practically chest to chest.

For a second, everything seemed to freeze: movement stopped, the muffled sounds of the haunted house faded into nothing, leaving only deep breathing and the all-too-distinct awareness of another body close by.

Rick instinctively grabbed onto him, trying to keep his balance.

Instead of the thick fabric of a jacket, his palm found a thin T-shirt. The warmth of a tense body was unmistakable even through the fabric. His thumb twitched ever so slightly, accidentally sliding higher.

“Parker...”

Rick looked up.

“What?”

For a brief moment, silence settled between them again.

Somewhere very close, Aaron swallowed almost inaudibly. For some reason, that sound made it suddenly far too hot.

“Let go...” The quiet, slightly uneven breath brushed against his ear.

Something inside Rick tightened sharply. Warm breath skimmed over his skin, and goosebumps immediately raced down his neck and along his spine.

He frowned in confusion.

“What do you mean...?”

Only then did he follow his gaze downward.

His hand was still resting against Aaron's stomach, tightly gripping the thin fabric of his T-shirt.

He released it at once as if burned, but the distance between them didn't disappear. In the cramped space, there was nowhere to step back right away.

“Then what was that?” Aaron added just as quietly, almost neutrally, though his voice seemed a little lower.

Rick exhaled sharply through his nose, more irritated with himself than with Aaron.

“An accident. I didn't mean to.”

He finally took a step back, but the sense of closeness refused to fade. It lingered somewhere beneath his skin, tangled together with Aaron's warmth.

“Mm-hm.” Aaron tilted his head slightly, studying him in the half-dark. “Next time, if you want to touch me again, you can just ask.”

It was said so calmly, as if nothing unusual had happened at all, but Rick suddenly felt as though he'd forgotten how to breathe.

“Asshole,” he shot back, turning away sharply and taking a step deeper into the room, as though there was anywhere else to go.

His cheeks grew uncomfortably warm, and he bit the inside of his lip, trying to regain the control that had slipped from his grasp for a second.

Without paying attention to where he was stepping, he bumped his thigh against a table. If everything on it hadn't been glued down, something definitely would have fallen.

“Damn it,” he muttered under his breath.

A quiet chuckle sounded behind him, followed by slow, muffled footsteps.

The exit came too abruptly.

The dark corridor suddenly ended, and it felt as though they had been pushed back outside. The cold evening air hit him in the face, stealing his breath and sobering him more than he wanted.

Rick blinked and squeezed his eyes shut for a second.

His heart was still beating too fast. Faster than it should have been.

Probably just adrenaline. Nothing more.

...Right?

He ran a hand over the back of his neck as though he could erase the strange feeling, but the skin beneath his ear still burned traitorously, and his fingers remembered Aaron's T-shirt far too well.

“Where were you?!”

Katie appeared almost immediately, hurrying toward them with obvious relief. Steve followed behind her, calmer now, though he was studying both of them carefully.

“We were right behind you,” she added, looking from one to the other. “Then you just disappeared!”

“Guess we got separated,” Rick replied with a shrug. His voice sounded steady. Almost.

“In places like this there are usually multiple routes,” Aaron added calmly. “We just took different ones.”

Katie exhaled, pressing a hand to her chest.

“That was awful. I'm never going in there again.”

Steve smirked.

“What happened to facing your fears?”

“I changed my mind,” she declared, though without her earlier confidence, and immediately brightened as another idea struck her. “That's it. No more horror stuff. I want something normal. No more of those stupid jump scares!”

She glanced around, quickly finding her target.

“The maze.” She nodded toward something off in the distance. “At least nothing jumps out of corners there.”

Rick followed her gaze toward the tall walls of corn visible beyond the lights. Ropes stretched at different heights, cans hanging from fishing line, little bells that betrayed every awkward movement with a ring.

“Maybe we should head to the bonfire instead,” Steve suggested. “By the time we get there, all the good spots will be gone.”

“Ste-e-eve...” Katie began sweetly, narrowing her eyes. “What, are you afraid you'll lose?”

“What? No.”

“You're looking at the best player you've ever seen!”

“Yes, but...” He let out a weary sigh. “Fine. I'm not even going to argue.”

“That's better. Let's go!” Katie was already dragging him forward.

Rick lingered for a second. Too briefly to look intentional. Even so, he shot a quick glance to the side.

Aaron was already walking ahead as though nothing had happened. Yet when Rick caught up to him,

Aaron inexplicably slowed his pace a little.

Rick frowned, not entirely sure why he'd even noticed, and immediately looked away.

Stupid.

He followed after the others, quickening his pace by barely a fraction. The haunted house was behind them now, but his pulse was still drumming somewhere in his ears.

***


The maze area was surrounded by a dense ring of people. Bells chimed somewhere nearby, children laughed, and someone was already arguing with the attendant that they definitely hadn't touched anything.

“I hope everyone knows the rules?” Katie asked, clapping her hands together excitedly.

“More or less.”

“Fine, I'll remind you anyway.” She turned to them, already gesturing as she spoke. “We split into pairs. One person is blindfolded, the other guides them — but only with their voice. No using your hands.”

She nodded toward the maze, where another bell rang somewhere inside.

“There are ropes with bells strung up throughout the maze. Touch one and it rings. Hit three of them and you're basically out.”

“Can we switch?” Steve asked.

“Sure.” Katie nodded quickly. “Even halfway through if you get confused.”

She smiled brightly, clearly looking forward to this.

“The pair that gets out the fastest and hits the fewest bells wins. Simple.”

“Very simple,” Rick snorted.

She clapped her hands again, obviously enjoying herself.

“So? Ready to lose?”

“As if,” Rick smirked, making no effort to hide the challenge in his voice.

Somewhere nearby, Steve chuckled quietly. He already knew exactly how this was going to end.

“Excellent.” Katie narrowed her eyes with satisfaction. “Then I'm with Steve, and you two are
together.”

“No!” both of them blurted out almost simultaneously.

But she wasn't listening anymore. She had already grabbed the blindfolds from the attendant and practically shoved one into Steve's hands and the other into Rick's.

He took it automatically, his gaze lingering on Aaron for a second before he immediately looked away.

“Perfect,” he muttered. “Couldn't have come up with anything better.”

“I'll graciously give you the honor of going first,” Aaron replied lazily.

“How noble of you,” Rick snorted, rolling his eyes.

They split up toward the entrances, and once he reached the edge of the maze, Rick tied the blindfold over his eyes, pulling it tighter than necessary, as though that could somehow restore a sense of control.

Darkness fell instantly.

Without transition.
The fairgrounds, the lights, the faces — everything disappeared, leaving behind only sounds: the muted hum of people, occasional laughter, the ringing of bells somewhere ahead, and rustling noises close by that had previously been lost in the background.

“Ready?” came a voice almost right beside his ear, calm and even.

Rick involuntarily shifted his shoulder.

“Doesn’t it look like it?” he replied, taking a step forward into a void that no longer felt empty, but foreign and strangely dense.

Without his sight, his body suddenly worked differently. He could feel himself placing each foot more carefully, feel the tension in his shoulders, feel every movement becoming slightly slower than usual.

Ahead of him, leather rustled softly, and he caught himself clinging to that sound.

“Forward. Two steps.”

Rick stopped.

For a second.

The sensation returned too vividly — the fabric beneath his fingers, the warmth, the accidental closeness that for some reason refused to let go.

“I said two steps,” Aaron repeated, a little quieter this time.

“And if I don’t?” Rick exhaled, trying to put his usual ease back into his voice.

“Then you’ll hit something.”

The corner of Rick’s mouth twitched into a smile.

“Want to test that?”

He stepped forward and immediately realized he’d gone the wrong way.

A bell rang sharply, unpleasantly close, and somewhere off to the side Katie’s laughter rang out.

“Are you doing this on purpose?” For the first time, irritation flickered in Aaron’s voice — not loud, but definitely there.

“Is it that obvious?”

“To the right. Now.”

The now came out firmer, and Rick caught himself finding it... amusing. To his surprise, irritating this man was remarkably enjoyable.

“Could you be a little more specific? I can’t exactly see anything.” He dragged the words out dramatically. “And by the way, try being a little more polite.”

A brief silence followed, and in it he heard Aaron’s breath particularly clearly.

“Turn slowly toward my voice,” Aaron said, more evenly now. “One step to the right.”

He paused for a fraction of a second, as though holding something back, but added anyway:

“...Please.”

Rick couldn’t stop himself from smiling.

And, naturally, he stepped left. The rope brushed his shoulder gently, and a bell immediately rang.

“Take off the blindfold,” Aaron said flatly.

“Nope,” Rick replied. “Afraid I’ll make it through?”

“This is pointless. You don’t know how to work as part of a team.”

The words were calm.

And they landed exactly where they were meant to.

Rick straightened almost imperceptibly. The playfulness vanished from his voice.

“Trying to call my bluff?” He didn’t wait for an answer. “Fine. Tell me what to do.”

This time the pause between them felt entirely different — not irritated, but dense, almost tangible.
Somewhere nearby, a bell rang. Katie and Steve had hit their first rope.

“Two steps forward,” Aaron finally said.

Rick followed the instruction. And this time, he genuinely tried.

After that, he moved in silence, listening carefully as the low voice guided him: turn, step, another step, and gradually everything else faded away — the noise, the people, even his own thoughts.

Only Aaron remained. And the distance between them, measured now not in feet or meters, but in sound.

“To the left,” Aaron said quietly. “Stop.”

But Rick was too late.

He nearly walked straight into a stretched rope, and at that same moment a hand caught his shoulder, stopping him more firmly than necessary.

Rick froze in surprise.

So did Aaron.

The contact was brief. But far too noticeable.

“Are you an idiot?” Aaron said quietly.

“A little,” Rick replied just as quietly.

“I told you to stop.”

The fingers were still resting firmly on his shoulder, as though Aaron didn’t entirely trust that Rick had actually stopped.

Rick felt it.

“You broke the rules,” he said under his breath, low enough that nobody else could hear.

“Did I?” Aaron asked in the same hushed tone.

“Touching isn’t allowed,” Rick reminded him, listening to the feeling.

The firm hand. The warmth through the fabric. The closeness that once again felt too... tangible.

“I don’t remember hearing that rule,” Aaron lied.

For some reason, Rick’s breath caught. The whole situation was disorienting. Darkness all around, restricted movement, and only Aaron’s voice sounding so close.

“That’s a disqualification,” he said even more quietly.

“I’m terribly sorry,” came the reply from very nearby. “Would you like to report it?”

His heart sped up unpleasantly, pulsing somewhere in his throat. He swallowed.

“No.”

Aaron hesitated for a moment, as though only now remembering that he was still holding him, and finally removed his hand.

For an instant, the silence between them grew heavier.

“Lake,” Rick called.

“Mm?”

“I...” He faltered and cleared his throat lightly. “Let’s switch.”

“Sure? We’re less than halfway through.”

“Yeah.”

“All right.”

Rick reached for the blindfold. The knot came undone easily, and the light returned abruptly, making him squint.

The world regained its shape — towering walls of corn, ropes stretched in complicated zigzags, scattered lights overhead, and Aaron standing directly in front of him.

Much closer than he’d imagined. Only a single step away.

Rick met his eyes and, for a second, forgot how to breathe.

Light gray-blue. Cold. Almost translucent. There was something in them that made him want to linger for just one more moment.

“Go ahead,” Aaron said shortly, holding out a hand.

Rick blinked, as though returning to himself.

“Yeah. Right.”

He automatically placed the blindfold into Aaron’s palm, and their fingers brushed by accident.

Nothing special. Just a fleeting touch. Yet it felt as though a faint spark had run through his fingertips.

That alone was enough to make Rick freeze for another moment.

When he looked up again, Aaron had already tied on the blindfold and was calmly waiting for instructions.

He didn’t move. Didn’t test anything. Just stood there and listened.

That...
That threw Rick off.

“All right,” he drawled, studying him more carefully now. “Two steps forward. Then left.”

Aaron followed the instruction obediently, moving around the first obstacle without a single unnecessary motion.

Rick fell silent for a second, watching him.


“Three forward. Right. Then two forward,” he added.

And again — no argument, no provocation, just flawless compliance.

“So you do take orders?” Rick smirked despite himself.

“Don’t flatter yourself,” Aaron replied calmly. “I just don’t want to lose because of you.”

“Of course,” Rick drawled.

He moved around slightly to the side, positioning himself directly in front of him at a short distance, and then, for reasons he couldn’t explain, quietly said:

“Forward, two steps...”

Unsuspectingly, Aaron followed the instruction, stopping just a couple of inches away from him, almost chest to chest.

He was so close that Rick felt as though he could once again sense the warmth radiating from his body.

Now that Aaron’s eyes were covered, everything felt different.

The boundary between them had suddenly disappeared.

Rick lingered, unconsciously studying him without the risk of being caught.

A straight nose. A defined jawline. Pale lips pressed together in their usual expression — as though he were constantly holding something back. The subtle rise and fall of his breathing. The faint pulse in the vein along his long neck, barely noticeable, which somehow made it even more captivating.

Rick swallowed, unconsciously closing the distance by another fraction.

“Why are you so quiet?” Aaron asked suddenly.

Startled by his own actions, Rick snapped out of it at once and took a step back.

“Thinking,” he lied.

“For a long time.”

“Two straight ahead,” Rick said, his voice slightly rougher than before. “Then left.”

Aaron followed the instruction precisely.

Rick watched him. And this time he couldn’t ignore it.

“Are you always this obedient?” he asked, trying to make it sound casual.

Aaron gave a short huff.

“No. More of an exception to the rule.”

They took several more steps.

One turn. Then another.

“And how many of those do you have? Rules, I mean.”

“Enough,” he answered calmly, though the corner of his mouth twitched.

His tone was steady, but something in it had shifted, and Rick caught it.

A bell rang somewhere very close by.
Rick’s attention flickered toward the sound for just a second, turning his head too quickly.

“Stop!” he said. But it was already too late.

Aaron had barely brushed the rope, and the final bell chimed softly.

Both of them froze.

Aaron slowly removed the blindfold and looked ahead — the exit was only a few steps away — then shifted his gaze to Rick.

“Well, we almost made it,” Rick exhaled with a grin.

“Almost doesn’t count,” Aaron replied, though there was no irritation in his voice.

“Maybe next time we’ll make it through,” Rick said before he could think better of it.

It came out sounding as though he was already looking forward to that next time. He felt his cheeks grow annoyingly warm again.

“If you don’t get distracted.”

Rick snorted, shoving his hands into his pockets.

“I wasn’t distracted. I was choosing a route.”

“Well, if that’s the case, then fine.”

A faint smile touched Aaron’s lips, and he stepped toward the exit.

The moment they emerged from the corn, the noise of the crowd crashed over them, along with Katie’s delighted voice, practically glowing with happiness.

“We won! I told you there’s nobody better than me at this game!”

“Sorry, guys. I can’t believe I’m saying this,” Steve said with an apologetic smile and a shrug. “But she’s a complete monster. You never had a chance.”

Rick had just opened his mouth, ready to make a joke, when Aaron beat him to it.

“Yeah, I can tell. She clearly won that one by herself.”

“Hey! I’m a team player!” Katie protested, though her smile never wavered.

Aaron raised an eyebrow slightly, looking toward Steve.

“Did you help her at all?”

Steve smirked and nodded off to the side.

“As a matter of fact, winners aren’t judged. It doesn’t matter how — you just need the result.”

“I gathered that,” Aaron replied evenly.

“Enough talking. We need to get to the bonfire. It’s about to start,” Katie said through a smile. “That’s what everyone came here for tonight!”

Aaron’s gaze slid briefly to Rick. For reasons he couldn’t explain, Rick looked away immediately —quickly, awkwardly, almost as though he’d burned himself.

The reaction surprised even him.

Quietly, he stepped aside, patted his pockets, and pulled out a crumpled pack of cigarettes.

The lighter clicked. For a second, the tiny flame illuminated his face before touching the tip of the cigarette.

He took a long drag, closing his eyes.

The thick, bitter smoke slowly filled his lungs, settling somewhere deep inside and gradually muffling the excess thoughts. His heart was still beating faster than it should have been.
But steadier now.

Quieter.

Even though the fair around him was still as loud as ever.

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