CHAPTER 10



September 25. Ten Years Earlier.


“Good God, Jim! Why did you hit him?!” his mother’s voice reached Rick from somewhere deep inside the house. “Ricky! Where are you going?!”

But he didn’t even turn around.

“Ricky!”

“Going for a walk!” he threw back angrily over his shoulder.

“Get back in this house right now!”

Rick wasn’t listening anymore. Didn’t want to.

He knew exactly how it would end. The moment he stepped back through that door, his mother would start defending his father again, pretending things weren’t really that bad, pretending this was normal.

And right now, looking at Jim was the last thing he wanted.

Slamming the door behind him, he stormed outside wearing exactly what he had on — a thin black sweater, jeans, and sneakers completely unsuited for this damp, miserable town.

He still couldn’t get used to the weather here.

After the warmth he’d grown up with, the cold felt almost like a personal insult.

The cut on his cheek throbbed unpleasantly. Blood roared in his ears, and everything inside him was boiling so fiercely he either wanted to scream or smash something to hell.

And on top of that, he desperately wanted a cigarette, but, as luck would have it, he was completely out.

Rick shoved his hands into his pockets and started down the empty street, hoping to stumble across some all-night convenience store.

The damp air settled unpleasantly in his lungs. At the same time, it helped clear his head.

Little by little, his thoughts began to untangle.

Rare reflections of headlights drifted lazily across the wet asphalt. Somewhere in the distance, traffic hummed along the highway. The town itself felt so foreign and indifferent, as if it couldn’t care less what was happening inside the people who lived there.

More shouting.

More fighting.

More threats of divorce that nobody ever followed through on.

Nothing new.

Rick didn’t even notice how far he’d wandered from home.

Time had gotten lost somewhere between the empty streets and identical intersections. Maybe an hour had passed. Maybe several.

The cold gradually worked its way deeper beneath his skin. His fingers had begun to go numb, and the thin sweater barely protected him from the damp wind anymore. Still, he had no desire to go home.

“Shit...” he muttered through clenched teeth, hunching his shoulders higher. “It’s fucking freezing.”

Without realizing it, Rick had wandered to an old, run-down gas station on the edge of town.

The air smelled heavily of gasoline and wet asphalt, while the bright neon sign above the twenty-four-hour convenience store stabbed at his tired eyes.

That was when his gaze caught a familiar bright-red convertible parked near the corner of the building.

Even surrounded by dampness, dirt, and miserable weather, the car looked outrageously expensive and completely out of place. Like a mockery of the entire town.

Rick clenched his jaw.

Just what he needed.

Running into that idiot from Horror Night — John, if he remembered correctly — was the last thing he wanted right now.

But he needed cigarettes badly enough that turning around wasn’t an option.

Rick licked his dry lips and headed toward the store.

Warm air hit him the moment he pushed through the door.

A bell jingled overhead.

After the freezing street outside, it felt almost stuffy inside. The place smelled of cheap coffee, sugary syrups, and something fried from the aging food display.

Rick rubbed his frozen forearms with both hands, trying to warm up, and only then looked up.
He regretted it immediately.

John was standing by the refrigerators.

Perfectly styled hair. A light-colored jacket that probably cost more than all of Rick’s clothes put together. The relaxed posture of someone who knew exactly how to make people like him.

Leaning against a refrigerator beside him stood Misty. She had been lazily telling him something while twirling a piece of gum between her fingers, but the moment she noticed Rick, she fell silent.

King turned around too.

And instantly broke into a grin.

“Ohhh,” he drawled with open amusement. “Please don’t tell me that’s our newcomer.”

Rick walked past without saying a word. Without even looking at him.

“You know,” John continued louder, clearly enjoying himself, “are you aware this isn’t California? Or did you make a personal commitment to dying of hypothermia?”

Misty snorted with laughter.

Rick only clenched his jaw harder and walked up to the register.

“A pack of Marlboros.”

The older cashier lazily reached for the cigarettes.

“Wow,” John continued. “He smokes too. What a bad boy.”

Rick slowly turned his head.

“Don’t you have anything better to do?”

John’s grin only widened as he stepped a little closer.

Up close, he smelled of expensive cologne and mint.

“Actually, I do,” he answered calmly. “But watching you wander around town in the middle of the night looking like that is pretty entertaining too.”

Rick exhaled sharply through his nose.

“Then find a better hobby.”

For a second, tension hung between them.

But then John unexpectedly smirked. Easy. Almost lazy. As though he’d finally lost interest.

“Relax, newcomer,” he said, turning away. “You’re about two seconds from exploding with anger.”

He grabbed an energy drink from a shelf and nodded toward the exit for Misty. She gave Rick one last strange look before silently following after him.

The bell above the door jingled again.

Rick watched them leave with irritation before taking his cigarettes and muttering under his breath:

“Asshole...”

Only then did he step back out into the cold night.

The cold struck his face the moment he emerged.

Annoyed, he shoved a hand into his pocket and was already reaching for his lighter when he collided hard with someone.

“Shit! Watch where you're —”
He automatically looked up and froze, the rest of the sentence dying halfway out of his mouth.

Aaron was standing directly in front of him.

For one brief moment, they simply stared at each other. Far too close.

Rick noticed the damp strands of black hair, darkened by the moisture in the air, the cold vapor of Aaron’s breath, and the way the collar of his dark-blue bomber jacket had been carelessly turned up against his neck.

But then Aaron’s gaze suddenly stopped a little higher.

On his cheek.

The split skin still stung unpleasantly from his father's punch, and Rick almost physically felt the moment Aaron noticed it.

A faint frown touched his face. Just barely. As though he wanted to ask something...But he stayed silent. And for some reason, that brief look made something tighten strangely inside Rick.

“You...” Rick started, only to falter immediately.

“Yeah,” Aaron replied shortly.

An awkward silence settled between them.

Rick shifted aside to let him pass inside, and at that exact moment Aaron stepped in the same direction. They nearly collided again.

Rick exhaled irritably and stepped the other way.

Aaron did too.

This time they both froze at once.

Somewhere behind them, the gas station hummed softly. The store door opened and shut.
And still they stood facing one another, somehow incapable of simply walking around each other.

For some reason, Rick could feel warmth creeping into his cheeks. Aaron looked noticeably more tense than usual too.

Then, with a faint note of irritation, he exhaled and said:

“Can I actually get through? I need to pay for gas.”

Rick blinked, as if only just returning to reality.

“Oh... right. Sorry.”

He finally stepped aside.

Aaron gave a brief nod and walked past him without a word, his shoulder brushing Rick’s lightly.
The contact was barely there. But the sensation lingered on his skin anyway.

Rick watched him for a few seconds before quickly looking away and finally pulling out a cigarette.

The lighter only sparked on the second try.

For some reason, his fingers were trembling a little more than the cold alone could explain.

The acrid smoke filled his lungs, and Rick closed his eyes for a second. Another drag.
The tension finally began to ease, spreading through his body in a heavy, sluggish calm.
The noise inside his head grew quieter.

He slowly exhaled smoke into the cold air and took a few steps away, stopping near the corner of the store when his gaze suddenly caught a familiar white jacket across the street.

John was standing beside some guy — a thin, hunched kid with a sickly pale face and a nervous, darting gaze. The guy kept glancing around as though he was afraid someone was watching him.
John said something brief and passed something into his hand, but neither of them seemed in any hurry to leave. They continued talking quietly.

Rick frowned.

For some reason, it immediately struck him as odd. They looked too different. People from completely different worlds who probably wouldn’t have crossed paths without a reason.

“Hey, Rick.”

A pleasant female voice suddenly sounded beside him.

Caught off guard, he inhaled smoke the wrong way and broke into a rough cough. Seeing his reaction, Misty laughed softly.

“Sorry,” she said through a smile. “I thought you’d noticed me.”

Now Rick got a better look at her. Tall. Beautiful. Long dark hair. Soft, feminine features. And a sly, almost foxlike look in her eyes. A lollipop rolled lazily inside her cheek.

“It’s fine... I was just thinking about something,” Rick replied, slightly embarrassed.

The bell above the store door jingled softly. Rick turned automatically and almost immediately found himself meeting Aaron’s gaze.

Aaron noticed him right away. His eyes lingered on Rick for a fraction of a second — calm, attentive — Then, without a word, he headed toward his bike by the gas pumps.

“Oh?” Misty hummed, following his gaze. Unexpectedly, she placed a hand on Rick’s shoulder.
“You’re interesting. Got one to spare?”

She nodded toward the cigarette in his hand.

Rick silently held out the pack. Slender fingers carefully pulled one free. Leaning a little closer, Misty lit it from his lighter and slowly drew in the smoke.

“So what were you thinking about so hard?” she asked lazily, exhaling smoke to the side.

Rick shrugged and slipped his free hand into his jeans pocket.

“Nothing much.”

“Mmm...” she drawled, clearly unconvinced. “You looked like you were mentally burying someone.”

The corner of Rick’s mouth twitched upward.

“Are all the people here this weird?”

“Only the attractive ones,” Misty replied without missing a beat, narrowing her eyes mischievously. “You included, by the way.”

Rick let out a short huff.

“Weird or attractive?”

She laughed quietly.

“Both.”

Talking to her was surprisingly easy. So easy that Rick found himself relaxing a little, even though people like her usually started getting on his nerves after only a few minutes.

“You know, you actually look more like a local than you think,” she continued, leaning her shoulder against the wall of the store.

“How’s that?” he asked with a smile.

“Locals usually look at Dumpfield like they can’t wait to get the hell out.”

Rick exhaled smoke softly and was about to answer when a loud engine roared from the gas pumps.

He turned automatically.

Aaron had just swung a leg over his bike and was pulling on a glove. For one brief moment he lifted his head, and that cold, sharp gaze slid briefly in Rick’s direction.

Just a second.

But somehow it was enough to make Rick’s heart jerk unpleasantly beneath his ribs again.

The next moment the engine growled louder. Aaron looked away as though he’d immediately lost all interest in what was happening. The bike rolled smoothly away from the station and quickly vanished into the wet darkness of the street.

Rick didn’t even understand why he kept watching after him for several long seconds.

“Ohhh...” Misty drawled with a faint smirk. “Now that’s even more interesting.”

Rick frowned.

“What does that mean? What are you talking about?”

“Nothing,” she replied immediately, hiding her smile behind her cigarette. “Forget it.”

He narrowed his eyes suspiciously but didn’t get a chance to say anything. Bright headlights swept across the wet asphalt. A familiar red convertible glided into the gas station with a soft hiss.

John lowered the window and lazily rested an elbow on the door.

“There you are,” he drawled, looking from Misty to Rick. “I was starting to think you’d been kidnapped.”

“Well, look at that,” Misty snorted. “You noticed I was gone?”

But John’s gaze still lingered on Rick a little longer than necessary. It slid over the cigarette in his fingers. Over Misty’s hand resting on his shoulder. And for a brief moment, something unpleasant flashed in his eyes.

The corner of Misty’s mouth twitched.

Rick immediately understood that this was exactly what she’d wanted.

John chuckled quietly.

“Didn’t know you liked this type.”

“What type?” Misty narrowed her eyes instantly.

John tilted his head slightly.

“Pathetic ones.”

Rick clenched his jaw.

“Keep your hands off my girlfriend, Parker,” John said through gritted teeth.

“Pfft.” Rick gave a lazy huff. “Afraid I’ll steal her?”

An unpleasant tension settled between them for several seconds.

John slowly straightened. He no longer looked quite so relaxed. For a moment, something sharp — almost predatory — appeared in his eyes. And Rick suddenly realized with startling clarity that this guy was completely unaccustomed to being challenged.

But he had no intention of backing down now.

He only narrowed his eyes in return, calmly holding John's gaze.

Misty looked back and forth between them as though she was enjoying this more and more by the second.

Then she suddenly burst out laughing.

“God, guys, enough with the circus already,” she said lightly, pointing her cigarette toward the car. “Alright, Johnny. Let’s go.”

She turned back to Rick.

“See you around, new guy.”

Before he could answer, she slipped away and climbed into the convertible.

The car shot off, leaving behind nothing but the squeal of tires, the smell of gasoline, cigarettes, and sweet candy.

Rick stood outside the store for a few more seconds, watching the empty road where the red taillights had disappeared. Then he shoved his hands into his jeans pockets and continued on his way.

The town was gradually emptying out.

Cars passed less and less frequently. House windows went dark one after another. The damp cold continued clinging to his skin even through his clothes. Dirty puddles squelched beneath his shoes.
Somewhere in the distance, the highway murmured. Above him, an old bar sign blinked lazily.

Rick didn’t even realize he’d pulled out another cigarette.

The harsh smoke burned pleasantly in his throat.

He turned into another narrow alley and suddenly stopped when he heard a sharp hiss.

Two stray cats stood frozen beside a row of dumpsters. Dirty. Scruffy. Their backs arched and ears flattened. They growled quietly at one another, ready to tear each other apart at any second.

Rick snorted to himself.

“Yeah... relatable.”

He was about to keep walking when he caught sight of a familiar figure out of the corner of his eye.

The same guy. Thin. Hunched. With that nervous, twitchy gaze.

He was moving quickly along the opposite side of the street, constantly glancing over his shoulder as though afraid someone was following him.

Rick frowned.

A sharp stab of curiosity immediately prickled inside him.

John flashed through his memory. Their strange exchange at the gas station. The way something had passed from one hand to another.

The guy turned a corner.

Rick slowed for only a second. Then he followed.

Not entirely sure why.

He kept his distance, trying not to make noise or attract attention. Simply watching as the guy disappeared deeper into a maze of narrow, dark alleys between old brick buildings.
And the farther they went, the emptier the streets became.

Most of the streetlights here didn’t even work.

Only a dim sign flickered somewhere overhead, while mud squelched beneath his feet.

Rick had already started thinking this had been a stupid idea when suddenly a heavy hand clamped down on his shoulder.

He jerked violently and spun around at once, instinctively taking a step backward.

A tall man stood in front of him. Dark, worn jacket. Cheap knit cap pulled almost down over his eyes.
He smelled of cigarettes and stale alcohol.

“You lost or something?” the man asked with a crooked grin.
Rick shot a quick glance behind him, but the place was already empty. The twitchy guy was long gone.

A sharp shove to the chest yanked him out of his thoughts. Caught off guard, Rick stumbled backward several quick steps and only then noticed a second man emerging from the shadows. As he approached, he flicked a half-smoked cigarette to the ground and lazily crushed it beneath the toe of his boot. The alley suddenly felt far too narrow.

Shit.

Looks like he'd gotten himself into trouble after all.

“Well, well,” the man drawled with satisfaction, letting his gaze roam over Rick. “Look what kind of bird flew into our nest tonight.”

He stepped right up to him and shoved him hard in the shoulder.

“Hand over your cash,” he hissed, immediately beginning to pat down Rick’s pockets with rough hands.

Rick jerked backward and slapped his hands away.

“Get your hands off me,” he growled through clenched teeth.

“Hear that? The kid’s got a mouth on him,” the man in the beanie snorted as he moved closer. “Maybe somebody ought to explain things to him.”

His fingers pressed against Rick’s chest — not hard, but enough to push him back again. Then came another shove. Slow. Almost mocking. Making it perfectly clear that no way out had been left for him.

Rick only clenched his teeth harder and looked up at him from beneath lowered brows.

“Take. Your. Hands. Off.”

The man bared his teeth and stepped closer, nearly pinning Rick against the cold brick wall.

“Or what?” he breathed, slowly balling his hands into fists.

And at that moment, something inside Rick tightened unpleasantly. He knew that look too well.
He'd seen it countless times at home, right before Jim drew back his arm. His body tensed on its own, before he even consciously realized it.

Rick had almost braced himself for the punch when a calm, level voice suddenly drifted over from the side.

“How much longer am I supposed to wait for you?”

He froze.

His eyes widened slightly in surprise, and Rick whipped his head around.

Aaron was walking toward them at an unhurried pace, as though he'd simply stepped out of the store and only now remembered he'd lost someone along the way.His footsteps were quiet. Confident.
His face completely calm. And strangest of all — he wasn't even looking at the two men. Only at Rick.

“Seriously?” Aaron asked as he approached, pulling off his motorcycle gloves. “You said you'd only be five minutes.”

Rick stared at him silently, not immediately understanding what exactly he was doing.

Aaron stopped right beside him. Very close.

Cold air followed him from the street, yet somehow it still felt warmer standing next to him.

“Let's go,” he said calmly.

His fingers settled on Rick’s elbow and gently — but firmly — pulled him toward him. As though Rick had genuinely come here with him.

“Uh...” the man in the beanie said blankly. “Where do you think you're going?”

Leading Rick away, Aaron slowly glanced back over his shoulder and, for the first time, looked directly at them.

Calmly.

Without urgency.

Yet somehow, that alone was enough to make both men fall silent.

“Does he have hearing problems?” Aaron asked, sounding almost tired as he turned back to Rick. “Come on, Parker.”

His fingers tightened slightly around Rick’s arm.

Only then did Rick realize he'd been holding his breath the entire time.

He followed automatically. His heart was still pounding somewhere in his ears, and the whole situation felt so strange that his brain refused to process it immediately. Had someone really just stood up for him? Not laughed. Not looked away. Not pretended nothing was happening. Just stepped in and gotten him out of there.

He was so used to dealing with everything himself that it felt almost unreal.

Rick kept expecting them to come after them. To grab his shoulder. Spin him around. Hit him.
But all he heard behind them was an annoyed mutter:

“Forget it. Just some kids. They probably don't even have any money.”

Then silence returned.

They rounded the corner of the building, disappearing completely from sight. But Aaron still hadn't let go.

The silence between them became almost tangible. Then, in the very next second, Aaron turned sharply toward him.

“Are you out of your mind?” he hissed angrily, leaning down closer.

Rick immediately yanked his arm away, tearing free from his grip as though he'd been burned.

“I could've handled it myself! You didn't have to save me!”

Aaron lifted his eyes sharply.

“You don’t get it, Parker.”

His voice was quieter than it had been a second ago. But somehow harsher. His gaze drifted to the split skin on Rick’s cheek and the darkening bruise beneath his cheekbone.

“I can see how well you ‘handle things.’”

Rick clenched his jaw harder.

“It's none of your business!”

“It is.”

“Since when?” Rick snapped immediately.

Aaron took a step closer.

“Since the moment you decided to get yourself killed in some alley.”

Somewhere in the distance, the stray cats hissed again. Across the street, an old streetlamp flickered, briefly pulling wet asphalt and clouds of breath from the darkness.

Aaron exhaled sharply through his nose and added more quietly:

“You're impossible. You never stop to think about what could happen to you.”

Rick folded his freezing arms tighter across his chest and gave a crooked smile, though something inside him shifted unpleasantly at those words.

“Why the hell do you even care so much?” he asked directly.

And almost immediately regretted it.

The tension between them suddenly became too dense. Too heavy.

Rick looked away first.

Aaron slowly rolled his eyes, as though silently cursing himself, then simply turned around, clearly unwilling to continue the conversation.He walked over to his bike, swung a leg over the seat in one smooth motion, and started the engine.

The low growl of the motor immediately shattered the silence.

But for some reason, he didn't pull away. He just sat there, staring directly at Rick over his shoulder.

“How long am I supposed to wait?” Aaron asked, one eyebrow lifting slightly. “Get on.”

Rick frowned.

“What?”

“Are you deaf?”

“I didn't ask for a ride.”

“I wasn't asking.”

The engine purred steadily beneath them, its vibration humming through the air.
Rick irritably ran his tongue along the inside of his cheek and looked away down the street.

“...I don't want to go home.”

The words came out quieter. And far less confidently than everything he'd said before.

Aaron fell silent for a second.

“Neither do I,” he replied just as quietly.

For several more seconds, Rick stubbornly stared off into the distance. Then he finally took a step forward. And another. He stopped beside the bike without saying anything, as though that alone was enough.

Aaron's gaze moved over him silently. The thin sweater. The hands reddened by the cold. The trembling fingers. He exhaled irritably through his nose, pulled off his dark-blue bomber jacket, and held it out.

“Put it on.”

Rick frowned.

“I don't want to. I'm not some girl who needs warming up.”

Aaron rolled his eyes again and practically shoved the jacket into his hands.

“This isn't Santa Cruz. The locals are used to this temperature. You're not. So put it on.”

There was still irritation in his voice. But for some reason, Rick could feel far too clearly that Aaron wasn't angry about the jacket.

After a second's hesitation, he finally gave in and slipped the bomber over his shoulders.

Warmth wrapped around his body almost immediately. The jacket was too big. The sleeves swallowed his hands almost to the fingertips. The shoulders hung low. The fabric still carried the chill of the night air. And somehow, that made him feel unexpectedly calm.

He quickly looked away and climbed onto the bike behind Aaron.

At first he simply sat there, leaving a small space between them. Only after several seconds did he cautiously curl his fingers around the edge of Aaron’s T-shirt.

“Hold on properly,” Aaron said shortly.

“I am.”

“Don't lean backward.”

Rick rolled his eyes.

“God, are you always like this?”

“Yes.”

The next second, the bike shot forward, surging onto the wet, dark street.

Cold wind immediately struck his face. It slipped into his hair, beneath his collar, into his sleeves, sweeping away the last remnants of anger and heavy thoughts from his head.

The town fell away behind them very quickly. The few scattered lights dissolved in the mirrors, the noise of the streets disappeared, giving way to a long, empty highway cutting straight through the dark forest. Tall pines lined both sides of the road, black beneath the moonlight, and the air out here was different altogether—cold, damp, smelling of pine needles and wet earth.

They rode in silence.

Only the steady hum of the engine and the whistle of the wind filled the space between them, replacing any need for words.

At first Rick still tried to understand where exactly they were going. He noticed lonely road signs, the occasional gas station, the lights of small motels flickering ahead, but very quickly lost track of time. The minutes stretched into one continuous stream of road, cold, and the warmth of another body right in front of him. It felt like more than an hour had passed since they left town, but for the first time that evening, Rick didn’t care where he was being taken.

The only thing that mattered was that it wasn’t home.

For a moment, he got distracted, lifting his eyes to the sky and lingering on the bright light of the moon — and that was enough. The bike slipped smoothly into a turn, and his body reacted before he could think. Rick leaned forward, wrapping himself more tightly around Aaron, his fingers sliding from the edge of his T-shirt and instinctively settling at his waist, gripping harder than he meant to.

He froze in the same instant.

Because almost immediately, without hesitation, Aaron covered his hand with his own.

The movement was nearly automatic — the way someone steadies something important without taking their attention off the road. His palm settled over Rick’s, warm even through the fabric, heavy and calm, as if anchoring the touch in place.

At first, Rick didn’t even breathe.

It made sense — at that speed, in the dark, it was safer that way. He almost managed to convince himself of that. But the seconds stretched on, the turn ended, the road straightened again, and Aaron’s hand still lay calmly over his fingers.

The warmth was too clear to be accidental.

He swallowed, keeping his eyes on the road ahead, though he could barely make out anything now except the strip of light. His chest felt tight, and his heart beat so fast it seemed to be trying to match the rhythm of the engine.

For one brief moment, Rick thought about pulling his hand away. And that would have been the right thing to do. Just loosen his fingers, move back, return everything to normal. But he didn’t move.

On the contrary — his fingers tightened almost imperceptibly, as if testing whether any of this was really happening.

The wind grew colder, slipping beneath the jacket, over his neck and face, leaving a faint shiver behind. Aaron tilted his head slightly without turning around, and his voice sounded just as calm, as if nothing unusual were happening between them.

“Cold?”

Rick answered too quickly:

“No.”

The answer came out even, but his breathing betrayed him. He really was trembling a little, only now that hardly seemed to matter.

The forest grew darker, the road emptier. No oncoming headlights, no scattered lights—only the two of them, torn out of the rest of the world, left somewhere between night, cold, and this strange, quiet feeling that, for some reason, made Rick’s soul feel calm.

He closed his eyes for a second, allowing himself simply to feel: the speed, the frozen air, the smell of pine, the warmth of the body in front of him, and that touch that made everything inside him go astonishingly still.

Rick didn’t even notice when he pressed a little closer.

Not because of the turn anymore.

Simply because he didn’t want to lose the feeling.

The bike didn’t slow down right away. The speed faded gradually, as if reluctant to release them from that strange state in which nothing had to be explained. The engine grew quieter, the wind no longer struck so sharply, only slid over his skin, reminding him of itself with cold.

They turned back toward town.

The first streetlights appeared, then scattered house windows, yellow light that seemed far too warm after the dark highway and the forest. Reality returned slowly with the streets, intersections, and other people’s lives behind glass.

Aaron stopped outside Rick’s house.

The engine died, and the silence around them fell so sharply that the hum of the road kept ringing in

Rick’s ears for a while longer. Rick didn’t move right away.

He was still holding on to Aaron, his fingers clenched a little tighter than necessary, and only after several seconds, as if coming back to himself, did he slowly loosen them and pull away.

The cold immediately slipped beneath the jacket.

He climbed off the bike — and the ground beneath his feet suddenly felt too still.

For one brief moment, he swayed to the side. Only slightly. But it was enough.

Aaron’s hand immediately settled on his forearm, steadying him before he could take another step.
His fingers closed firmly and confidently, not letting him lose his balance.

Rick froze. Too close. Too fast.

He lifted his gaze — and for a second, simply lost himself. Because Aaron was looking straight at him.

Not past him, not through him, but at him — attentively, a little tense, as if trying to make sure he really was all right.

Rick swallowed.

“I’m fine,” he said, sharper than he’d meant to, and carefully freed his arm.

“Alright.”

Aaron let go at once.

The silence between them hung strangely — warm and somehow awkward. The kind after which it feels like one more second, and someone will inevitably say too much.

“Thanks,” Rick breathed quietly, already turning away.

“Mm.”

And he left without looking back.

The front door opened with a quiet creak. It was dark inside, only a strip of kitchen light lying across the hallway.

Rick closed the door behind him and leaned back against it for a second, as if still trying to hold on to the strange calm he’d brought back from that night.

His heart was still beating a little faster than usual.

He ran a hand over his face, exhaled loudly, and took a step forward.

“It’s three in the morning. Where were you?”

His father’s voice came sharp and cold.

All that silence, which only a second ago had felt peaceful, shattered instantly.

Rick tensed.

His father stood in the kitchen doorway, leaning heavily against the frame. In his hand was an almost empty bottle. His gaze was cloudy, fixed.

“Out.”

“I can see that,” he snorted. “With who?”

Rick immediately clenched his jaw.

“None of your business.”

Jim slowly pushed himself away from the wall and took a step closer.

“I asked you a question.”

“And I answered.”

Rick shivered despite himself. After the street, the house was stuffy, but an unpleasant chill still ran down his spine.

“What kind of guy brought you home?”

He was silent for a second.

“Just someone I know.”

“Name.”

“Lake. Aaron.”

Something in his father’s face hardened at once.

“I don’t want to see you anywhere near that Lake again.”

Rick sharply lifted his eyes.

“Why the hell not?”

“Because I said so.”

“I’ll talk to whoever I want.”

The air in the hallway seemed to grow heavier. His father stepped even closer.

“Let Daddy remind you of something, Ricky. You carry my last name, live in my house, and eat the food I pay for,” each word came slowly, weighted with pressure. “That means you’ll do what I tell you.”

Something inside Rick snapped sharply.

He didn’t answer again. Only looked at him, short and sharp, clenched his jaw, and silently turned away.

“Ricky!”

But Rick was already climbing the stairs, not stopping for even a second.

“Do you understand me?!” came from below.

His fingers tightened hard around the door handle, and the last thing he heard before slamming the door was:

“Go sleep it off, Jim, instead of starting on him again... God, I’m so tired...”

The lock clicked.

Silence finally covered him completely.

The shouting still pulsed dully in his head, but the moment he was alone in the middle of his room, he suddenly went still.

The soft light of the desk lamp fell over scattered belongings, caught on the edge of the bed, the back of the chair, the walls — everything was familiar, ordinary, but for some reason it all felt distant now.

His hand closed on the too-long sleeve of someone else’s jacket.

Slowly, almost unconsciously, Rick moved his fingers higher—to the wrist, to the elbow, to the place where not long ago another hand had held him firmly, keeping him from falling. As if checking whether the sensation was still there.

Then higher still.

His fingertips carefully touched the collar, the soft fabric that still held someone else’s warmth.

Rick didn’t even notice when he closed his eyes.

And breathed in.

Aaron’s jacket smelled quiet and unexpectedly pleasant — not sweet, not heavy or cloying, but clean, cool, almost transparent. A faint scent of green tea, pine, something citrusy and warm, reminding him of warm skin after a shower and another person’s breath very close by.

His chest suddenly felt too tight.

And then the opposite — too open.

Warmth slowly spread through him in a soft wave, rising from somewhere beneath his ribs up to his throat, his cheeks, making him breathe in again.

Deeper.

More carefully.
As if he were afraid of scaring off that strange feeling, the one that made him want to laugh and hide at the same time.

Only after several long seconds did the corners of his mouth twitch almost imperceptibly on their own.
And he remained standing in the middle of the room, feeling calm for the first time all evening.
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